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i'm learning

by HEATSTROKE (carlus)

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1.
wash away 02:13
i’ve tried to say the words but it never comes out and all that I’ve tried to speak is only a sound if only silence could be a sound then my worries would wash away if only it wasn’t true all that i couldn’t speak is a sound if only i could wash away then i couldn’t need to speak and if only words weren’t so cheap the only words i think i would speak is (love) (all he asks of us is that we give each other love)
2.
things we try but fail to say never give a reason or a way, oh no you were there and i was there living in this world without a care, oh no shout the things we try but fail to say never give a reason or a way, oh no you were there and i was there living in this world without a care, oh no shout the words you mean to say never mind the reason or the way, my friend you live and learn or so they say you gotta know that there’s a reason for today continue on this road that’s paved for you everyday you’re learning something new something in the way but you pace through the other side awaits for you
3.
questions 01:54
you know i tried but it’s okay the water on my mind is made things i never wanted to convey arise to surface in the world of may but how do we know?
4.
flying away 01:58
right on my friend we marched forever you held my hand it felt beautiful you understand the way we walked to our next life you know that this is fate
5.
boundless 04:00
6.
moon #1 03:03
what i dream i had to see every inch of you but nothing ever happens when i wish these dreams come true true for me but not for you what a game i seem to be to be played like that but nothing ever happens when i sit alone in my room trust in me, not what they say and to be alone with you a thousand words could say that nothing ever happens when i wish these dreams come true wished for you but none for me and to touch your honey hair sweeter than death’s kiss i’m longing for the next time that i’d see your face again dreams may not be what they seem what a dream; i had to stay from the evil hole everyone can go another way but i will stand and i will stay with her she may never be the same when she goes the other way but she will see the truth talk away your life
7.
you fall around these lights where you made me come, dear leave all the days behind that made you run i sure forget the days that you told me to i was such a waste when i cut myself out now the fall is over baby you'll descend but at a rate you'll find is slow and all these times afraid to walk to room that you have to take but there's no other way its forces are far above you, though you want me to i'll decorate these heights; i'll make it fit right somehow we wait from old to young all the way over
8.
i'm there 02:40
things never go into plan well are we there? no i’m not yet never going out but you never see it it’s not there i’m going down but never inside you and the favor ties do you even know what it’s about? nah but you always run your mouth oh lord why do we always love how many people do you know in this life oh lord, we nominated but you were there choose ‘em later i am your friend but you’re never there for me
9.
old rug 00:51
10.
as if 05:00
we got ready that day ready to see what they wanted to be and days that were lodged in your memory they couldn’t see all that they couldn’t remember was it down there? they wanted you to speak out against what they believed and as if they wanted to speak but the words just got caught at the throat but they had no space beneath their eyelids anymore and so they fought against everything that they believed in i wanted to see what it was like life on the other side but at the end of it all they wanted to speak out against the things that really mattered they were seen beyond the place where they thought time could breathe...

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recorded at my home studio in miami florida.

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released January 13, 2017

all songs written and performed by carlos gurdian (except for track #7, which was written by john frusciante)

credits for album art go to micaela nunez, an amazing friend and photographer.

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HEATSTROKE (carlus) Miami, Florida

miami-based indie artist

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